This year a young friend of mine took his own life. He did so because he was so grieved and overwhelmed by mistakes from his past and pain from his childhood. It breaks my heart that someone so young should have so much pain and no hope. Having experienced a similar hopelessness as a child, I understand what he was going through and his choice. I just wish I could have shared with him that there was hope for him and that healing and relief from his pain and past was possible.
No one is too far gone to be saved. At one time, I thought I was unable to be saved – that I would always have to live with pain and a broken soul. One verse that really gave me hope is in Isaiah.
“Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” Isaiah 43:18-19 ESV
If God can make rivers in a desert, surely He can restore life in me as well. I do not have to be a slave to my past or continue to live in the pain of my past. Look! He is making me a new creation. The more I believed this and trusted Him to restore me; the more healing and peace I found. Today, I am not the same person I was 30 years ago, and I am truly blessed.
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. All of this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to Himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to Himself, not counting their trespasses against them” 2 Corinthians 5:17-19 ESV
You are never too far gone. You are loved more than you can possibly even understand. And there is always hope if you are willing to reach out to Jesus.